I figured out why things were going so bad. If you notice, my last occured on "Sunday" morning. I was posting about my Friday and Saturday. Well, it finally clicked on Sunday why things went the way they did. I became a member of < ?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Crossroads Church on Sunday. Lonnie (my pastor) gave the usual speach about what the membership is and what we agree to be apart of. Then he told us to turn to the congragation. He said, "I know if I could let each and every one of these people speak, they would have a great story to tell you." Then it hit me when he said this, "But you see, I have already let them speak. By standing up here they are confessing their love and devotion and their personal relationship with Jesus Christ." That was it! Satan didn't want me to join that church, so I was obvisouly doubting things on Saturday and Sunday. I also think that God allowed this to test my faith and to see if I could withstand the spiritual warfare. I endured and now I am much happier!< ?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />
Well, I guess that is all I have for now. Drop me a line or leave a comment!
Later,
J
